heyw, meoooow i'm all messed up right now x___x

i get anxiety attacks more often, just when i tough that i got over them....

i feel like i'm dying all over again

i TRY

it's just

i'm too tired

like i couldn't take this all anymore

i know there are some peoples i would hurt really much,

but time would take away the pain

meow, robin had bad day and she cut again...

i know i shouldn't be so upset but, mew

they are all so important ;_____;

here's couple of my drawings (not very good) from past few days:P

yeah, really happy

like everything in my head

i should spend more time with my friends

maybe

in past week i've felt a bit outsider with them, i guess it's my own fault

anyway

i'll try to ignore it for now:3 

i hope they don't get sick of me, just like everyone else did