when something goes right then something else must go wrong

i'm so worried about devil and robin:<

they are so important to me, both of them slitted their wrists last night:/

i want to help them but i don't know how:<<

gladly we made a deal that no-one in our group wont slit wrists anymore:3

me neither

but i really want to right now....

i feel terribleD:

i promised to them that i wont so i wont.

it's just, i really had so much fun today:33

but when you start cutting it's really hard to stop, you just make up any reason to start again

for example, i ate today so i want to cut

;_________;

WHY THIS IS SO DIFFICULT ;____;

but i know it will get better because i have devil and robin and mf and gamer to help me:3

i repeat myself but i love them i don't want to lose them, it feels so good to finally belong somewhere:3

i just

i don't know

i don't want to hurt them

i don't want to show that i'm as broken as they are

i want to protect them and be the strong one

i just don't know how

but i'll try to stay strong just for them:3

<3