after this weekend i really believe it all starts to work out

i had soooo much fun whit my friends:3

it's weird because before this weekend i couldn't even imagine that i could belong somewhere.

I've found new group of friends who i know won't leave me and who i know i can always trust and who i can have fun whit:3

i actually never had so good friends if i really think about it, it feels so good to finally belong somewhere.

i'm gonna call them in this blog: robin, mf, lovely devil (she is one of my best friends right now) and my boyfriend will be gamer<3

i love them all so much:3

i called to devil today and it was so nice to talk to her, i think i like to talk to her even more than to gamer:D

Friday night was probably best night in a longlongloooong time:3

we just ran in the darkness and laughed:3

then i went to gamers home to sleep next to him, best weekend i could imagine:3

haha, best picture ever.....xD

but today i crashed two times ;__;

first devil texted me that she has thrown up her food again:/

she promised me to stop it;___;

and then gamer told me to go on scale:P

i just started to cry even tough i've just drank almost 4L of water and ate noodles and i actually just jumped on and of right away:P

i'm so worried about devil, i reallyreallyreally wanna help her, she is so important person to me;__;

i've been whit gamer for almost month now<3

i love him so much

but gamer and devil are still talking about gamers ex girlfriend so much, it hurts

anyway i'm pretty happy right now

i  think it's all getting better for me:3 

tomorrow i'm gonna see devil again yaaaay ^^

i'll write again tomorrow good night<3

this is for devil and robin, i love you guys;3 <3