i remember when you said: 

"don't do it, you really shouldn't"

and when i asked if i could talk to you when i feel down you said: 

"sure, that's what friends are for"

i talked to you from everything, i started to trust again

"talk to me when you'r feeleng down, i know it helps"

"i wont NEVER leave you"

"i promise :3"

"i promise :3"

"i promise :3"

"i promise :3"

"i promise :3"

"i promise :3"

but then:

"i don't want to hear that anymore, you stupid child wake up, you can't relay on someone all the time, you NEED to survive on your own, i don't wan't to hear ANYTHING,

STOP"

and when i talked to my other friend about it:

"stupid child... it was obvious!! No-one can never listen something like that!!"

if it was so obvious

why didn't you tell me in the start that

i can't trust to anyone

i fucking started to trust

i wont do that mistake twice

thanks

like you said

"it doesn't matter"