i was home all day, just me being sick

but at night i crashed

i cutted again, eventough i promised to gamer and devil and robin that i'd stop

we made a promise, and those are made to be kept

gamer is all messed up right now, he just keeps saying that he trusted me

i feel so stupid

i hate myself

there's more and more blood every time...

like now

i think i should just tell everyone to go away and the cut so deep that i won't wake up anymore

and i think that gamer wants to brake up

he was so messed up

he doesn't trust me anymore

i don't know what to do