this weekend has been weird and a bit anxious:P

i don't think i can live normal life yet, i'm too different and i've noticed that everyone around me gets sick of me

it's okay, because i understand perfectly why

everything i talk about is depression, cutting, killing myself, how i'm fat and stuff like that:/

oh yeah, i forgot, i dyed my hair and i love it<3

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 dxfcghvbjknlm,ö.ächiuv xamwdöajefihsb i'm all messed up anyway

i try to smile at school and act like i'm fine, i really don't want to go to some fucking therapist

i'll keep long sleeve shirts and i'll be fine:3

haha, this sound like some teenage angst phase...:DD

it would be SO much easier to just kill myself, could i do it?

i think not:/ i'm too scared, i'm a coward.....

yeah

could everyone just treat me like shit so i had good reason to kill myself?